HIKAYAT PENUH RANJAU

Aku kadang2 pikir lirik lagu zaman 80-an dengan 90an lagi beh la. Puitis. Well, ada jugak yang crap, tapi ada yang best. Sejak semalam, aku dok humming dalam kepala otak aku lagu perhentian dari Wings. Bila baca balik aku cuba terjemahkan dia punya makna. Ntah betul ntah tak. Meh tengok liriknya?
Cari perhentian di mana nak berhenti

Camar kesucian satu cinta abadi

Di mana dia

Sedang aku terlena

Aku yang terjatuh

Tercicir entah dimana

Hilang dalam jasad sendiri Oh..

Oh..Aku yang mencuba

Cari dan kutip kembali

Ku basuh dengan pegaganku

Hari berganti masihkah aku di situ

Memerhatikan segala dalam pandangan

Kekaburan

Melihat diri sendiri

Tak silap aku, penulis lirik lagu ni, seorang mat pet, arwah JS Kevin. So perhentian ni, mungkin maksud dia, macamana nak berenti dari ngisap dadaHLAH kot. Satu reference yang menyebabkan aku pikir macam tu sebab, “hilang dalam jasad sendiri”- i.e., lalok.
Cinta abadi mungkin got to do dengan religion, cinta tuhan yang abadi. So, dia nak basuh kekotoran dia dengan agamalah, macam yang dia cakap, ‘ku basuh dengan pegangan ku’- pegangan agama. Ye dak?
Aku terfikir jugak lagu lain- Satelit Puaka- mungkin RTM, sebagai rangkaian pemancar yang diterjemahkan sebagai satelit (ingat diorang kena ban, sebab rambut panjang zaman Mohamad Rahmat dulu.
RTM dan Mohamad Rahmat juga dikatakan sebagai “pencuci pentas, kuli upahan” dalam Bazooka Penaka. Ya lah, RTM kan badan propaganda kerajaan, apa taik yang government buat, RTM toloNG cucikan dan sapu bawah karpet dengan cara distraction atau pengalihan persepsi. Dude, that’s deep!

Kelab Abah

Smalam gua CRK, pegi KT. Bila tengok gamba baby kat talipon, tiba2 rindu pulak. Ohhh, macam ni orang yang rindu kat anak2 rupanya.

Oppps, sebelum lupa lupa, Ateng dah nak join kelab, mem dia dah 4 bulan. Mabrukkk!!!!

Nak dengar Dakootyroaches?

Gambar atas, sumpah tak sedar masa orang amik gambar tu, bukan main macam syok sendiri je. Yang kat tepi tu, Yed, the 'budak milo'.

Gambar bawah , lepak kat rumah sewa Ateng dengan Sepol yang tolong kitorang main best dalam CD tu.

Setelah beribu tahun suruh Ateng upload lagu DKR, akhirnya dia upload lagu2 tu. Bukannya aku taknak upload sendiri, disamping aku yang buta kayu, aku malah nak cari converter mp3 format. Tapi Ateng balas dendam, dia upload sampai sepuluh lagu (daripada 11 lagu dalam CD rock the moon). So, bolehlah sape2 nak share, nak dengar lagu tu, well, boleh dengorlaaaa.

One more thing, Ateng uploadskali gambolama masa kitorang belum record lagu CD tu, beberapa bulan sebelum tu. So terkenang zaman lama la ye dak.

Sooo, sapa nak dengar lagu dakootyroaches, sila ke www.myspace.com/dakootyrockers

ORAIT bebeh!!!!!

C'est la vie (Inikah Hidup, oppss, salah, itulah hidup)

The ultimate way of survival is through avoidance. That’s how things work usually. But not for me tho’, I’m in the habit of not be able to avoid something to ‘survive’. And it’s look as though I’m destined to bum into problems and ‘imbecilistic’ enough not to get my ass away from being noticed.

I believe every person should be equipped with a defense mechanism when it comes to a situation. You see a threat, you start to be a chameleon, not to be noticed, you mingle with the crowd by mean of pretension (or mingle with pretentious crowd for that matter) So things will be super Ok, all you have to be is, to be super alert.

But in my case, I got this one incapability, the incapable of doing a little bit of ‘acting’. I’m the type of person who is sometimes like to go extra miles to complete a task. I wouldn’t mind doing a little bit more, contributing in my own way, but usually I rather keep it low. If somebody notices them, it’s ok, I don’t really go ‘trumpeting’ things.

I mean, some like to recycle things, some like to cut and paste, and I sometimes like to make my own, and that gives me somehow a satisfaction. And I’m the kind of guy who do things differently, but deep inside of me, I like to do things by the book. But, somehow fate does not always, err, say… in my favor. Not only my sincerity is unappreciated and unnoticed, but well, misperception is a bad thing. If you saw something a couple of times and you tend to believe that it is the pattern of things in actuality. So, the man thinks what he wants to think, and I’m getting the impression that he is frequently on my ass.

But hey, you do things your way, if your conscience says that you are not doing anything wrong, just keep doing it. And leave the rest to the ‘guy up there’, if it happens that it shown, the perception changed, redirected by the new stimuli that suits his idea of the right thing, well hopefully, who knows? Well, C'est la vie!